Renungkan....

Serabut otak aku hari ini. Tak tahu sebab apa, tapi dari pagi rasa macam otak tu dah tepu. Patutnya bangun pagi fresh, ini tidak. Rasa berat. Nak demam ke? Hmm... tak tahu lah, tapi memang di kelilingi oleh orang sakit. 

Actually I don't feel good. Tak tahu siapa akan jadi mangsa. Bukannya cara aku nak marah atau makan orang, tapi jika perasaan tak baik ni.. memang boleh lah seseorang kena ngan aku. Tapi aku harap tak lah kan...

Sebenar aku dah bosan dah dengan apa yang aku buat ni. Tak ada cabaran langsung. I need to get back to the  full action like I did years ago. Tapi nak cari kerja lain, malasnya. Dah sedap duk kat sini. So choose wisely... comfort zone or challenges... your call. Hmmm... memang suka kat comfort zone.. good salary, no challenges...siapa tak nak kan. But there is no job satisfaction...

Ahhh... susah betul. Duduk rumah is another option. Heh..mula-mula memang best lah kot pastu lepas dua tiga bulan, mula lah bosan. Asyik rutin yang sama... masalah yang sama... Boleh mati kutu macam tu.

So, what do you want to do? Tukar kerja malas, current work not challenging enough, duduk rumah boleh mati kebosanan... so why not indulge in your passion. My passion... but can be very expensive. If no work, no money means I can't indulge in my passion. I can't forget about books and my gadgets and what other hobbies I have. Banyak nya hobby.. 

So, think carefully. Banyak choice you can do and banyak benda you can think. Family, health and lastly your wishful lists.  Whatever you going to do, make sure you have the pleasure of doing it. No point of forcing yourself doing things you don't like. You life will be miserable. Yup miserable.. but for my current life, I haven't reach the stage of being miserable. I still can tolerate what I am doing... just barely.

Owh...time to really think about my future. Pray that I will make a good decision out of what I choose. Insya allah...